NEW PROJECT FOR JD

 Someplace  there's an big deal percolating that could/would/ should re vamp  our son 's quiet, innermost thinking,

Write a book about the Kid who knew he had a birth defect that made him very different from kids he palled around with in school..

How and when did he find out what was wrong with him? Was it looking in a mirror and seeing the scars on his abdomen he got from surgery?  Did he realize his anus was created  by surgery?  Did he read medical stuff--did Dr. Anthony Shaw  tell him.  (Shaw saved his life when he was born. Jd could't breathe.) How did our son find out what was wrong? 

When did JD punch his bedroom window--literally put his fist through the glass? 

The pschiatrists that were consulted --advice he was given-- only further infuriated JD.  Other doctors wanted a fully detailed story of his background and my prenancy. 

 What was the best advice?  Does it linger  in his mind? Did he confide in anyone? Anwers to many questions  have never been discussed but the extremely articulate man has been profoundly affected  by being born with this major birth defect.  yes, oh my yes, HE PUNCHED THE WINDOW.

WHAT WOULD  HE ADVISE SOMEONE WHO GREW UP THE WAY HE DID 

MOM SAYS, " JD JUST WRITE A BOOK ABOUT THIS, SEND A SAMPLE CHAPTER 1."

RE GROW YOUR HAIR?????

do you shave your head> 

jd  would be very sexy with long hair. 

try bulky huge big bunch ala angry black dangerous guy.  

WHAT ABOUT LONGISH HAIR LAYING ON YOUR SHOULDERS? 

use jeweled combs, bobbies. 

WHAT IFS.....

Dreams, ideas, recollections, wonderings are typical 

"WHAT IFs"

Imagination is a part of my life,  work,  creativity. 

 WHAT IFS--imaginary possibilities--that's what I need to dig into. 

Gotta let my mind meander around and find "hopes" that are here and there--"hopes" that found enough space here and there to lay around and find a spot where a small H like a seed,  gets comfortable  and grows like a seed, igoring its own sprouting tendril though  even though you may sense it's growing larger.  

Advice: 

Skip over "THINGS WITH FEATHERS" - and Emily Bronte's words and her recollections.  We need the word. I got bored with the topic having written about the topic more than twice. Just do it, and go into the whole discusssion all over again.  

Just do it.  

H    O    P     E

HOPE...A THING WITH FEATHERS

 hope.....

 Big HOPES for the future  are major   

I was hoping my first novel  would be a best seller.  It wasn't, but I was sigNed by  an important agent

THE AGENT SENT  OUT the summary or  'Splintered Heart" AND immediately received an offer from Bantam books. $2000 SEEMED LIKE A EXCELLENT FIGURE TO EARN...

My Bantam book didn't sell very well til we named it "SPLINTERED HEART"  and then it SOLD          QUITE WELL ON AMAZON). WHO EVEN ARRANGED AN AUTHOR'S PAGE.

Guys, I SENSE THAT NOW IS THE TIME FOR THE VACCINES TO END THE PANDEMIC. 

SHAREEN, JD, JOHN CULLUM & BERNADETTE --HOPEFUL AUTHOR EM PROCEEDED AND PUT UP THAT GREEN CLOTH  EXPRESSING FEARLESSLY, LOUDLY,  PRACTICALLY SHOUTING THE VACCINES WILL END THE PANDEMIC.