If you buzz our buzzer, we ask who it is, and when we know who you are, we buzz you in. It's a surprise when you walk in. Our hallway walls are shocking pink, and bright orange; the steps and banisters are bright red. The brilliant, almost clashing colors, wonderful colors, make visitors laugh, and put most of them in a good mood.
After you climb two flights of steps you're at the third floor, where you see some of my paintings hanging on the pink wall.
This is one of my cityscapes. If you're a New Yorker or you've visited my hometown, you may recognize some of the buildings.
I like to do cityscapes -- I enjoy doing repetitive tasks, like embroidering "True Friendships Are Eternal" on a sampler. I gave it to Mom for Mother's Day when I was eight-years-old.
I found a photo in a magazine ad that I loved, and copied it, and have copied it again and again in different ways and in different colors.
As we climb the stairs to the top floor where our home is, you pass my visions of the water, birds flying over it, with the island of NYC in the distance.
The red door you're passing is the entrance to "DanceHouse" -- that's where our offices are, (John Cullum's and mine), and the theater-dance studio where I choreographed and rehearsed my Dance Drama Company.
Here's a quick peek at the clipboard on my desk. The painting is my vision of the Galaxy.
I clip email, passwords and addresses onto the galaxy.
On the other side of my desk, attached to my Blue Faces painting, there's a list of ideas that I might use for my blog.
Other lists are taped below it, including emergency phone numbers for tech pals.
At the top of the step there's a plastic plant, stage prop from my play "People in Show Biz Make Long Goodbyes," and a Clown painting that goes with a song I sang to our son JD.
"See a clown, He's looking down. He has a bird. Oops he heard -- You and me -- Talking about the fact that he lives in a tree."
In the other part of our loft-home, on the door to JD's room,
there is my "Em Clown."
She's wearing one of my costumes; her eyes have fake lashes that I made out of black felt. I painted the "Em Clown " on JD's door to keep JD company when I was on tour.
My biggest, bestest cityscape is hung in a prominent spot in the main hall where there's plenty of light from one of the skylights. Click the picture. You can see much more -- more buildings -- also the bridge to the borough of Queens.
I like my orange cityscape, but if I have time to paint another picture, it wouldn't be a cityscape.
Are you sitting at your computer with a phone, iPad, iPod, tablet, or notepad?
Or are you seated on a couch with a printed something-or-other as the TV is blaring news, gossip and ads? Are you seated at the kitchen table, dining table with something to eat?
Even if you're out in the world, visiting, conferencing, waiting for doc, lawyer, accountant, or friend -- you're relaxed, kinda taking it easy with furniture supporting you.
Probably your back is rounded, and your head is thrust forward -- yes, you're an S.
In fact, everyday, most of the day you are an S, not an up and down vertical body.
If you don't fight it, you'll lose it.
Be tall every time you get up to get anything, every time you head for the bathroom, or go into another room -- chin high, fold your hands behind your back as if you're pacing. And smile proudly, inwardly -- be jolly, perky, peppy like ... A lollypop, and keep singing the song as you sit back down.
Hey, wow, gee -- a life-changing, VERY big deal is brewing. Instead of splitting atoms, we are working on fusing them.
Fusing? Yes, squashing them, forcing them together, making small particles into one big one.
Fusion is being played with by various companies like Tri Alpha Energy, who built a giant flywheel in an Orange County, California parking lot. It's a reactor -- it's so big and powerful that it has to be disconnected from the public grid when it is turned on, or the whole country would be shorting out. Here's a photo of it.
We've heard about reactors when they leaked and endangered the world. The reactor at Three Mile Island leaked in 1979, and created our country's worst nuclear accident. There are several dozen reactors in the world, in various stages of completion, built mostly by universities, large corporations, and national governments. The largest one -- the International Thermonuclear Experimental Reactor (ITER) -- is under construction in the south of France. It is scheduled to be running by 2027. It will cost about $20 billion.
Over the past 10 years, various companies, like Tri Alpha, have been secretly working on Fusion with the help of risk-taking investors like Jeff Bezos of Amazon, Peter Thiel, PayPal co-founder, Paul Allen, Microsoft's co-founder, along with super-rich Goldman Sachs' clients.
All these guys are looking for an energy source so cheap and clean and plentiful that it would change human history. Michl Binderbauer, age 46, Tri Alpha's brash, youngish founder and chief technology officer, who is "charismatic, radiantly self confident," according to reporters, has bragged and said "My company is the best private Fusion Company today."
Scientists have been working on Fusion since the 40's. It is NOT "Nuclear Fission" -- the power that we have today which involves splitting atoms like uranium into smaller atoms. Fission releases a lot of energy, but Uranium is scarce, and nuclear plants are hazardous. Do you remember the reactors leaking in Chernobyl -- destroying the town, the people -- the entire area in Ukraine? In Japan, radio-active water continues to leak from the 9.0 earthquake that damaged reactors in Fukushima. It left that country with toxic waste that will stay hazardously radioactive for centuries.
Good fact about Fusion; as itforces small atomic particles together to form bigger ones, the process releases a huge burst of power. If something goes wrong, fusion reactors don’t melt down -- they just stop. They produce almost no radioactive waste -- no pollution -- just helium, like what's used to inflate the balloons.
Major Fact: Using fusion, the lithium from a single laptop battery, plus the hydrogen from 45 liters of water (about 12 gallons), could generate enough electricity to last for 30 years.
Fusion will certainly change life on earth, but right now, getting enough heat to make particles fuse is still an unsolved problem. Also, the fuel that's created from fusion is in the form of a plasma that's wildly unstable. Scientists haven't yet figured out how to confine it -- anything that touches it instantly vaporizes.
Michl Binderbauer recently announced that he is tearing down Tri Alpha’s current reactor and building a new reactor that will be able to create the necessary temperatures. Explaining that particle accelerators can create temperatures in the trillions, he told reporters, “Going to higher temperatures is not that hard. You use techniques much like what you use in a microwave. They’re very similar principles.”
Bill Gates is currently on a global campaign trying to raise awareness about our addiction to energy -- how it is destroying the environment. Putting $2 billion of his foundation’s money into it, Gates said, “We need an energy miracle."
No doubt about -- the miracle might be Fusion. A lot of very smart people are betting their money and careers on it. Fusion may just turn out to belong to that category of human achievement, like powered flight and moon landings.
Sooner or later someone will do it -- it could be Michl Binderbauer. It could be that $20 billion ITER in France.
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HOW I GOT HERE
I'm a writer, writing things that haven't brought me fame, but continue to involve me, inspire me to find an audience.
I started out as a modern dancer, contemporary, but balletic. I didn't want to be a swan, or a barefoot dancer. I wanted to dance to the music that thrilled me as a child, and made me want to be a dancer.
I began writing in the truck my first husband, Mark Ryder and I bought, in order to carry our set, props, and costumes for a long one-night-stands tour -- eighty-eighty performances in eighty-eight cities.
We were performing "Romeo and Juliet" nightly, but our marriage was breaking up. Every day while our stage manager drove us two-hundred miles or so to the next booking, I'd type a detailed description of last night -- what we did well, what we argued about, and a travelogue about the town, and comments from the people at the nightly party.
Recovering from the trip and the divorce, I sent my "car book" to a friend who said -- "Em, it's great, but ..." And that became rewrites, and another book. Then, my marriage to actor John Cullum, and then a play that got produced, and another book, big hopes because a famous agent loved it. The title and concept changed five times -- now it's been published, finally, as "Somebody, Woman of the Century." You can buy it, or read about it and my other five novels on Emily Frankel.com