TALKING TRUTHFULLY about what nags you, worries you you need to express bluntly your real thoughts===taint easy to do...you got to practice expressing what you really feel....yes that is what I try to do every day when I am writing or sort of personal blog/ truth....some days it turns out sad and dreary---those are the peroanlblogs i write and they can be depressing, dreary and not really truthful. look at a ckcok..see there time, can you try to tell the true truth for a hour? or do you lapse in making the truth more feasible,,,,if you say Yes YES Y E S hurray for you,,,,,i think you think you are being utterly truthful even when you are shading whats true,,,,,,,
Thursday, April 29, 2021
Thursday, April 15, 2021
Sunday, April 4, 2021
I was not good at math and best friend MArTHA COLON and FLUNKED ANd DIED whEN DAD GAVE ME A mexican sstyle that Martha said was "CUTE "when we moved to 1822 my sister miriam had an attic room where I LEARNED TO DRAW, and lived in a room wHERE I COULD PRACTICE AND STRETCH MY FEET which were never great feet for dancing.
Monday, January 25, 2021
Someplace there's an big deal percolating that could/would/ should re vamp our son 's quiet, innermost thinking,
Write a book about the Kid who knew he had a birth defect that made him very different from kids he palled around with in school..
How and when did he find out what was wrong with him? Was it looking in a mirror and seeing the scars on his abdomen he got from surgery? Did he realize his anus was created by surgery? Did he read medical stuff--did Dr. Anthony Shaw tell him. (Shaw saved his life when he was born. Jd could't breathe.) How did our son find out what was wrong?
When did JD punch his bedroom window--literally put his fist through the glass?
The pschiatrists that were consulted --advice he was given-- only further infuriated JD. Other doctors wanted a fully detailed story of his background and my prenancy.
What was the best advice? Does it linger in his mind? Did he confide in anyone? Anwers to many questions have never been discussed but the extremely articulate man has been profoundly affected by being born with this major birth defect. yes, oh my yes, HE PUNCHED THE WINDOW.
WHAT WOULD HE ADVISE SOMEONE WHO GREW UP THE WAY HE DID
MOM SAYS, " JD JUST WRITE A BOOK ABOUT THIS, SEND A SAMPLE CHAPTER 1."